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To Finish What I Started For ONCE !!!



Hello People,

Happy New Year to all. 2012 was Awesome and 2013 will be Fabulous. 
I am back; well it is almost 1 full month since I began dieting. I must say, I did miss out a few things here and there. Okay my journey to good health started well and it got caught up in abundant food cravings around WW 51 and now it is slowly but surely heading the right way. I was 108 kilos to begin with and shed 2 kilos and now I am back to 108.4

The journey is not as easy as I thought it would be. I suddenly felt that I have deprived my taste buds from indulging all the goodies that I would on a regular basis. To be honest, it was challenging and yes I did make a mess, I told myself whatever happens I am going indulge on 2 bars of MARS today. Not one but two, I bought one from Tesco in the name of my mother.
My dear hubby, who gave his word in helping me stop and curb my sugar carvings, found out that I had sneaked in a bar of MARS in to our shopping cart on 26 Dec ’12. I told him I had bought for my Mother as that was the only chocolate that she likes. The MARS successfully and safely aced it’s way from the cart to the fridge and finally was attacked by me on 28 Dec. The sinful carvings did not stop there; I continued the same drama, once again bought another bar of MARS on 29 Dec during my lunch break and ate it without feeling guilty.

I just could not help it, I finally lost it. The scale wouldn't spare a kilo. There I was back to square one with an additional .4 kilos. Shocked and angry with myself I finally wrote down all my bad eating habits and what I actually wanted. In my next post I will share with you my meal and workout plan.
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